You are not an infinite source of jollity and happiness.

It's been my own personal goal for the longest time to spread joy, happiness, and positivity in this world whenever and where ever I could, and to discover you and see how you live so similarly and you have such a platform and you've used it so powerfully for so long dude, but here is the deal. Gonna do a dumb thing and get real on the internet.

these are my anxiety flags too, and I felt this movie could be triggering, but watched it anyway, the absolute least I could do for Sean. I felt this on such a physical level.the foot bouncing when during something that should be relaxing like reading, the gnawing the fingernails. Thank you for showing us a glimpse of it. Knowing that so many people rely on you and have come to expect that energy and laughter from you no matter what has to be a heavy weight. As if no matter how badly you're suffocating, you have to keep that line, that act, of positivity out there, not just because it's the face you've created, but because of a vein of guilt running below of worry that someone needs it. Because the camera was still watching, and so you had to do what was expected, like you felt too bad about leaving it on too low a note. Like, 'here's your bit of hope and uplift, as scripted', but it was half-hearted. The end especially felt like, to me, it was showing what we expected. I don't even have asthma, but I felt my breath tightening on the gasping scenes. The ticking clock in the BG made it seem endless and inescapable. But since it is art, and art begs commentary on artistry as well, amazingly well done. This was like having that little brother open up about being really not okay. Heck you vibe like the little brother I never had. You really *do* feel like a real person to us all. Man, that was rough to watch, but for all the right reasons.

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